Do not tell everyone your story. You will only end up feeling more rejected. People cannot give you what you long for in your heart. The more you expect from people’s response to your experience of abandonment, the more you will feel exposed to ridicule.
You don’t see it, cause you really don’t want to see it. You know why you don’t wanna see it? I know this cause I been in this situation. Cause if you see it, if you really allow yourself to take the whole thing in, and see what’s in front of you, that means you got to do something about it; and what are you willing to do about it?